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Nothing stays forever

2011-01-09T18:24:00.002+08:00

All I can say is, people change, every minute, every seconds. And you can't stop the changes, because you yourself are constantly changing as well. Every new encounter we meet each new day, each moments, experiencing different types of things every minute, going through different stages of your life with different people can trigger that change.

You meet a person, and that person can change your life. That person can make you into someone better, or someone worse; and it is funny how your mood can be affected easily because of that person. Each person you met in your life have different purpose. Some just happened to pass by, some will stop and remain in your life while some are those you can never forget even if you want to.

You yourself might not know it, but the others surrounding you can spot the difference easily. The way you act, the way you speak, the way you look and the way you talked. Each body language reveals your change.

It is weird and scary to know that we are constantly changing sometimes, to know that I am constantly changing. So am I changing to become a better & stronger person than I used to be? Or am I changing into someone who I myself don't even know?

不要说是人啦，我们的周围也一直在改变。以前去过的地方，碰触过的事物，看过的东西，也随着时间一分一秒地在改变。有一天，你经过你以前常去的地方时，你就会发现，这里是那个我以前来过的地方吗？这么感觉好像有点不同了？

就因为改变，让以前你所知道的变得很陌生了。你所认识的那个人，也不再是你所知道的那个人了。。。。

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Four-Leaf Clover, I need you

2010-10-09T20:28:00.003+08:00

I guess everyone's luck will run out somewhat. I can't believe mine's finished as well. Lately, things had been that bad. I had gone through things which I had never thought would had happened. Let's just say, I hope things will turn around soon.

October, please be kinder to me. So far, I have not yet encounter any pleasant things in October. So I hope it will improve and get better and better.

& please let me get it soon. I need to move on.

Enter a new phase

2010-09-11T23:44:00.003+08:00

Here to clear some dust before I went to bed. Tmr's gonna be out to meet my awesome classmates. It's been a week since I last saw them, and for some reason, I missed them. Hahas. This is what they called 'class-sickeness' uh. Well, the reason why I never saw them for a week is because we are already year 3 and are moving on to the next stage of life. We are all an interns now. Can you believe how time flies?!?! Luckily for our school, we only have 2 months of attachment. So there's good and down side to it. Meanwhile, all I can do now, is to absorb as much as I can. Learn as much as I can, bear with all the hardship and not forgetting, enjoy this whole process.

And since the beginning of this one week of attachment, I realised the reality. That in just a few months time, I'm saying bye bye to my student status and moving on to working status. I can really imagine how it would be like. In just one week, I missed the fun, the freedom, the friends etc. But in return, I gained the price of not having to do any tutorials or to face the books, what's more to say, I am earning money now. So, if only I can have both, life would be so so so much worth better living for. (:

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I leave the rest of the thinking in the future, and enjoy the present in the mean time.

Truth/Fact

2010-06-15T18:21:00.002+08:00

"The truth is, it's a human fault to expect.We never stop expecting, and we never stop being disappointed. "

“No one else “makes us angry. We make ourselves angry when we surrender control of our attitude. What someone else may have done is irrelevant. We choose, not they. They merely put our attitude to a test.”

Because life doesn't always happen according to a timetable or calendar. And feelings can't be scheduled.

“We all need something we consider worth getting up in the morning for. Whether it’s real or not; healthy or destructive; tangible or false is irrelevant, since when you’re got nothing to hang onto, deception can seem pretty inviting."

Basically, it sums everything. Tumblr's so great. hahas. All above credits to tumblr (:

HELLOOOOOO

2010-06-13T23:40:00.002+08:00

Alright. I can see very very very thick pile of dust here. It's been super long since I've updated blogger. Guess you can say I spend most of my time in tumblr. Their pictures save me a lot of typing words. Some pictures just shows what I am going through at this period.

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First ever class chalet tmr. I hope it'll be great and fun. I hope things will get better and we will create tons of memories for this last and final year. So far, life's been great. I'm enjoying every single day, appreciating the fun I have at the most. More to come. 2010 is god damn so far a great year for me. I hope it stays on (:

& I hope the rest are enjoying theirs also. (:

Starts of school

2010-05-05T20:33:00.003+08:00

Well, finally. I'm year 3 now. It's only the 3rd day and I'm still having fun. hahas. Thanks to the great bunch of people I hang out with. Going school everyday was fun. Yet, it will soon end. Year 3 already, no joking this year. I've seen and heard people stressing over their work. Seems kinda tough.My turn will being soon. So, meanwhile, I shall still enjoy while I can.

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Kinda sad it turns out this way.Oh well, if that's what you want, so be it. People are so hard to predict. And they will always remain that way.

It's just time

2010-04-19T23:42:00.004+08:00

Time can pass by fast or slow.It depends on how you experience things. In just 2 weeks time, I'm offically a year 3 student. 1 more year to have fun before I bid goodbye to school life. I'm definitely gonna miss studying. I realised school can be such a fun place to be. It's the place where I meet great buddies and have fun together. I wish time could just freeze. Freeze at this stage of my life. Where I am still young and healthy.Where I can experience all the fun a teenager should have.Where I don't have to worry about money,to support a family,to get a good position in work. Where all I can do is play,enjoy,eat and have fun all day long. The idea of me hitting the 2 digit simply scares me. I just feel like, I am not prepared for it yet.

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Yet, time passed slow when I'm stuck in doing things I dislike. But, I will get over. 4 days aren't that hard to get through. I just have to pass through this small obstacle before I can reach my wonderland. (:

My April Fool Day

2010-04-02T19:34:00.004+08:00

Headed down to the beach. It was great, fantastic, speechless, marvellous, any wonderful words you can think of. We played, we laughed and we joked. It’s been a while since I touched volley.And I seriously sucks at it. I shall train more when I had the time. As the saying goes, “practice makes perfect”. I don’t believe I can’t. Had tons of happening things going on. Such as we took tons of pictures, our frisbee got stuck up on a tree, we had to call a rescue team, someone got stung by jellyfish etc. This just sum up what we’ve been doing all day.

The sun got me yesterday. No matter how much sunblock lotion I applied, yes, you still got me. Though it’s not as bad, but still, it will leave the tan line. :( After that, headed down to Iluma to catch the movie “Clash of the Titants”. Overall, I wouldn’t give the movie a very high score. Those who watched “Percy Jackson and the lighting thief” will say that the movie was somehow similar. So, judge yourself to see if it’s worth.

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I just dislike seeing people being left out when everyone is having fun. I don't like to see people being quiet, being left alone looking bored. This is no good. What's the point when the whole time, they wanted this to end quickly so that they can head home? So tell me, would you consider it a success?

If only I have the power,ability to make people closer,to bring people together. If only I knew how.

It's been a while

2010-03-21T13:06:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm back here. Pardon me for not blogging much here as I'm hooked up by tumblr.So I posted majority of my entries there. Not exactly entries, but pictures. As you can see, I can save up typing a whole junk when tumblr can express my feelings in just a few words. hahas.

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Yesterday was great.(To me, i guess) Cos I had fun and managed to do the things I wanted. A bit of a spoiler due to the bad weather.If not,more activities could be done.But at least, it ended well. I hope. Xiuqi was a life saver. Thank god, I saw her in the bus while I'm waiting for my missed bus. hahas.If not, I would still be out there stupidly waiting for my one & only bus. (or so I thought)

Well, it's a fun weekends. Thank you guys! I enjoyed the day with your pressence (:

AWESOME NIGHT OUT

2010-02-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

Yes, yesterday was a blast.A super duper great success for MB CNY gathering. Steamboat was fun, gamble was fun, learning mahjong was fun; Last but not least, the ride/spin WAS FUN!

I didn’t realise that Singapore had such a beautiful sight at night. The place was cool and breezy. Sitting down there with the guys, enjoying the breeze and watching the motor race was a damn new thing for me. I’m so glad that I’ve encountered/discovered yet another one interesting things here locally. It makes me realised that life’s great after all. It’s just hope you spend it & how you look/enjoy it. Thank you guys! For giving me this such great experience that I couldn’t have been able to enjoy w/o u guys having a car, & we could even go for a ride. Thank you.

I'm loving it (:

Life's great after all.

One more chance

2010-02-19T22:52:00.002+08:00

Come to think about, am I the ONE who put up the barrier? Am I the one that is holding myself & keeping myself shut? I really don’t know. I am not the person you think I am. But it seems to me that you guys are the one who drew the line first.Not me, not us.

Are all the people brain different from me? I don't know. But whatever it is, I shall give myself one more chance. I've already finished venting and ranting all my complaints & anger out. So, I shall give myself one more chance to test if I am the one at fault or you guys are the ones with problem. No harm trying as I am going to be stuck in this situation for another few more weeks to go. So, snap out of it & face the reality. "The world's harsh & cruel." I'm beginning to understand what that means.

Whatever it is I am going through, I will treat it as part of my training in life. Biased or not, it's the effort that counts. I am here to make friends, have a pleasant & fun learning experience. So, please do not spoil it and grant others a chance to enter.

I will always wonder, how the rest will react if we were in the same situation. How will they look at the situation & how will they treat it?

The truth

2010-02-16T16:08:00.003+08:00

Okay, I've got to admit. Tumblr's fun (:

There are just so many pretty pictures, sweet phrases, quotes that will help you do most of the talking. It's just like telling what I'm feeling now. It's just fun & addictive.

Saw this on tumblr and it's super sweet.

Boy: There's just one thing I want to change about you

Girl: Huh? what's that?

Boy: your last name.

Awww... Aren't that sweet?

I'm still exploring.

Craving for Movies & Sunny Sunny Flower

2010-02-12T22:17:00.012+08:00

Out of a sudden, I got this huge urge to rush down to the cinema right now to catch these 2 movies "Hachiko: A Dog's Story" & Valentine's Day." I don't mind watching these 2 movies at one go but, it sort of don't go well together doesn't it? One is sad & teary while the other is comedy & lovey-dovey. But I don't know. Or should I leave the "Valentine's Day" till the actual day itself? HAHAS. I shall see.

I received a stalk of sunflower from xiuqi as valentine's gift yesterday.hahas. Sweet right? Thanks dear (: I like sunflower! Especially those in the field lined up with a whole stretch of pretty sunny flower. Don't you think their colours are so pretttyy,so yellow,so straight & growing towards the sun?

BUT...... pretty things don't last. I hate that flower lifespan are so short-lived. They can only survive for around a week or so before they lose their orginal beauty. What a waste! How I sometimes wish they could last forever.;always strong,always colourful & always pretty.

The girls' flowers are still with me. So if they don't get it( 我就不客气啦^^V ), I will receive 4 flowers from xiuqi alone.HAHAHAS! I rule~ :D

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I was bored and went to do some search on movies quote when I chanced upon this sentence.It makes me want to laugh. So I thought I shared it here.hahas.

“My reaction to porno films is as follows; After the first ten minutes, I want to go home and screw, After the first twenty minutes, I never want to screw again as long as I live”
Erica Jong quotes (American writer and feminist, 1942)

Shall end with something that everyone will agree upon.

"Of all of our inventions for mass communication, pictures still speak the most universally understood language.” - Walt Disney quotes

English is so good (: I'm glad I understand and know how to read (:

Random

2010-02-10T22:10:00.006+08:00

I'm back to square one... or not? It ended as quickly before I had time to reminisce.That's what I think anyway. It doesn't have to make sense does it? No it doesn't.

Been cooping up at home these past few days. Been doing nothing much except making super great buddies with my dearest lappy(oh, and some household chores). The rest are busy as hell due to upcoming exams. I'm trying to look for some companion. I wanted to get some fresh air. I miss playing sports. I need some work-out.

Otherwise, it's spring cleaning for my room, or rather the whole house. But I must say, I slept late, I woke up late. It's like, almost half the day gone. Grr.. it's bad for the body.

Saw this quote, and it's so super true. "You don't have to try hard to make me laugh. The mere fact that you're with me already makes me laugh."

Maybe I should try tumblr too.

Radio Station

2010-02-04T00:04:00.002+08:00

I just can't live in a world without songs. I just CAN'T! I'm getting hooked up by 91.3FM lately. At times, I feel that they offer songs which are much more to my preference.But I'm still on 98.7FM because of their DJs. (:

I declared that classical is finally ovvveeeerrrrrrrrr. I'm just gonna take a few days break before heading back to the next stopover. Gonna eat at Chomp Chomp tmr with MB peeps. I hope it's fun. && I've updated new songs (most credits to 91.3FM) Yuppy :D 2 more weeks till CNY.

I don't feel confidence at times. why? I'm just afraid.

Back again

2010-01-29T23:04:00.003+08:00

Well, my trip to HK had come to an end. All good things have to end. But nevertheless, it was a good experience for me (: I've tried so many things which I had never tried in my life before. First time taking a plane, first time been in a country with weather so different from Singapore, first time having/owning/wearing boots, first time taking a roller coaster, first time seeing so many pretty boys on the street, first time I feel that I miss Singapore, first time taking a tram, first time backpack for holiday, first time in Disneyland,first time hugging winnie the pooh, first time seeing a real panda, lol ... and so much more. It's a one time/first time experience I've gained in the beginning of 2010. (: I just realised, I love to travel. Next stop, Taiwan :D But before that, I need to save up.

After this fun journey, the moment I landed, I received sms-es from my group mates. And the next morning I woke up, it's back to reality. I'm now rushing for the last 2 projs which are due next tuesday and wednesday.

At least, I had my fun. It's now or never. ((:

I'm off to a better place

2010-01-22T21:11:00.002+08:00

In just a few hours time, I will be temporary biding my goodbye to Singapore. It's the first time in my life that I'm leaving Singapore by plane. I can't wait. I hope my dear body will be able to withstand any cold weather out there, my stupid period can wait till I'm back. All in all, I will then enjoy and have a great time. Shall update more on my first experience when I'm back. Till then, I will be away from 23rd-27th.

Sometimes, I wish I can share some of my happiness with others.

What to feel?

2010-01-21T22:25:00.005+08:00

After hearing this piece of news today, I wonder what kind of emotion I should have on my face?
Should I feel happy and smile?
Should I feel disappointed and frown?
Should I feel deserved and regretted?

If all these are what I am feeling now, I rather it not happen in the first place. Some news are just meant to be kept away from me. Just because of that 10mins, there's a stain somewhere. If only it was a perfect clean piece of paper. Now, it's corrupted because of the 10mins. What the hell!

It's been a super busy week for me. Like finally, my tests/ICA are overrrrr (except for the PM ICA 2 which is tmr) Got over with my Customer Services ICA 2 Role play today. One big NO-NO I made today. :( Have you ever seen the hotel receptionist serve while sitting down? I did! Because I am the one doing it! =.= I didn't realise my mistake till the teacher pointed out [which was during the feedback]. Great, there goes a marvellous customer service provider :o

Whoohoo~ Now's a time to sit back and enjoy. I shall settle the remaining 2 of my projects when I'm back then.

Nevertheless, my aim to get an A is stronger than before. Let me pass my ICAs 2 with super super tons tons of flying colourful rainbows colours.

N.E.W V.E.N.T.U.R.E

2010-01-17T01:40:00.002+08:00

After much consideration, I've decided to take up caculus. I've decided to give it a try and see how it goes. Thank you so much people for the advice ((: I will try my best and do what I can. I hope for the best.

2010 January is a year/month that allowed me to make many choices. Choices that might only happen once in my life.Choices that may affect my future.Choices that might detemine me meeting new people etc. I had embarked on a year which is totally different from previous years. There are so many new things I had yet to try or discover. Yet, I realised I am revealling or one step closer to each of the things one by one, day by day. It's totally new for me. I hope from now on, more will come, so that I can face,learn and discover from each new experience. Furthermore, I hope to discover more about myself.

In fact, 2010 has also shown me that I'm just a step to adulthood. I realised it's time to leave my warm shelter and be prepared to embrace the harsh storm. It's time to be more independent. To be strong.To be firm.To be responsible.To be able to make the right decisions.To overcome fear.

Why hesitated?...... When the chance's here.

T.R.O.U.B.L.E.D

2010-01-14T21:57:00.006+08:00

I felt troubled after reading the email in my school inbox. The school's offering a chance for us to take calculus. And this requirement is needed for NUS and SMU. As far as I know, NTU and SIM don't need it. The closing dateline for this is 27 Jan. So now, I'm troubled. Should I give it a try? Should I try? It's a optional elective and they said it won't affect my GPA even if I failed. However, these are some of the questions which made me hesitate.

1) If you took E. Maths at the “O” Levels, and choose to
take this module, and scored:
• B3 and above – You will need to put in effort
• B4 and below - You will need to put in EXTRA effort ( I happened to fall in this range :/)

2) Please reconsider this module if your GPA is below 3.0 Why?
– You may want to focus on getting a good GPA instead of doing well in Calculus
– After all, admission is primarily based on GPA.
– In SMU, conditional entry may be offered so long as you pass their foundational maths bridging module in year 1 [Well, I fall under this too :( ]

3) Will the results of the Calculus module affect my GPA?
As this is an optional module, the results will have no impact on your GPA. You will still be awarded a grade for this module if you pass, and this will be reflected in your academic transcript. However, if you fail the module, the results will not be reflected in your academic transcript

4) Can I choose to drop out from the module halfway if I cannot cope?
You have to decide to drop out before the 2nd week of classes. However, if
you decide to drop out after that, you would be debarred from the exams if
your attendance goes below 85%. This information will not be reflected in
your academic transcript.

Putting that aside, I still don't think I will make it to Uni. So, back to it, with all the above considerations, should I go for it? I know it won't be an easy subject, it will only add on to my additional workload in year 3. So, how how how?

I seriously need some advice on this. Pls vote for me. I'm lost. :(

I t H a p p e n s

2010-01-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy. Just when I thought chances are super slim, and there it reappeared. What a miracle! (: I'm delighted :D Good things come to those who wait. And those who do good deeds

((:

A last minute changes to meet Jas. We headed down to the new mall 'City Square'. Since it's monday, there's not much of a crowd. To br precise, the place seemed "cold"? I bought some accessories at Aries. So much for not spending today. :(

I'm supposed to be studying for the coming ICA on wednesday. And yet, I'm talking in MSN. Grrr.. Bad distraction. :/

In A n o t h e r P l a n e t

2010-01-09T23:55:00.003+08:00

Wheez!
I had flew to another world this w.h.o.l.e afternoon. I'm so engrossed in the world that I don't want to get out. Felt so good and satisfied that I've finally completed the book. Thanks to my sister influence, I've been reading lately.

So that's how I spent my day. Praise me, I know I'm doing something productive. :)

h a p p y d a y

2010-01-07T21:39:00.006+08:00

Well, it's only the 7th day of 2010 and I'm having lots of fun. I hope more will come. (: So let's just zoom in on the details.

I started lesson at 9am. It ended at 12 noon and we had exactly 3 hours of break before the next lesson starts. So, the MSC peeps decided to meet up for lunch with Ms deelah. Since Ms deelah's quitting her job and tmr's her last day, and we had 3 hrs of break.... so here it is. Yes, I had Popeye today for the first time. (sorry jas, it's now you. hahas) We didn't have to travel all the way down to airport. It's because there's a new outlet at AMK. So lucky for us. (: The 16 of us cabbed down there.

Reached there and we waited for almost 30 mins to get seated. The place was packed like sardine as it was lunch time. So we stared (really stared) at this group of working adults. There were around 10 of them. So, it's the perfect ideal spot for us with 16 people. hahahas. After lunch-ed, a couple of them headed back to school first.

And the rest of us (ard 10?) headed down to LAN. It was reallllllyyyy amazing. I've never been there at all. Tried out the renowned "L4D2". It's superrrr duper coool and fun, and of course, addictive. I was a noob at this. hahas. I was screaming and shaking like hell. But overall, I think I got the grip of it (: Of course, credits to my "teacher".

In sum, I had a great lunch today. Still considering whether we shall have another LAN session next thursday...?? hahahs. I hope so. I'm so looking forward for it. :D -grins-

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Lastly, it's someone's bday today I think. Happy Birthday.

I want to create tons and tons of happy memories this year. I want to try out tons and tons of things which I've not yet try (:

First

2010-01-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

It's my first post of the year.

Spent the day the last 2 days at home. I'm a good girl yesterday. I've cleared out all the unwanted things(notes/papers) that had been in my drawer for don't know how many months. So now, my drawer is near and tidy. It's ready to take in my next sem work. (: -Satisfied-; -nod nod-

Today, it's my mom. She was clearing out the newspapers and magazines. Then I spotted this magazine (Her World). I didn't even know when I got it, or that it even existed. But anyway, it's a bit outdated as it was issued in November 2008. Still, I read it.

I came across this article about "To tell or not to tell how many sexual partners you've had". And saw this interesting sentence. It goes " Women are like cars, everyone wants a brand new car, not a second, third or fourth hand model. But we have to be realistic.These days, finding a virgin is like winning the lottery,so we accept our girlfriends' past as 'mistakes' and move on."

Left me thinking, just how many men out there can accept the fact and move on?

Another interesting article in the magazine was about Women Swearing. It states that saying it is to emphasise the point we made. Eg: Where's the f**king pizza? etc. While some used it for dramatic effects.

Which, I believed it's quite true. Swearing these days are just too common. Be it for venting out anger or just saying for fun. Men or women, both swear. Another example: When I want to tell my girl friend how much I love her outfit, I'll go "wow, that's f**king gorgeous!" instead of just 'that's a pretty dress.'

You can spot the different right away. True eh? It all comes down to how we view it.

I'm kinda disappointed. But there's no other choice to salvage the situtaion and I know it coming sooner or later. Another wasted money.

Bye 2009

2009-12-31T23:40:00.006+08:00

It's time we bid goodbye to 2009. I just recalled during this time last year, I was still counting down to 2009, and now it's 2010. Time flies. In just a blink of an eye, I've lived for 19 years, went through many changes, gained new knowledge and experience. Let's recap what I've done in 2009 then.

1) Marks my 2nd year as a poly student
2) Obtained a GPA of at least 3 for my grades.
3) My first time receiving bouquet of flowers from girlfriends
4) Gained tons of unwanted fats
5) Spent tons of money on clothing, shoes & acessories
6)Get a Touch phone
8) Get to know lots of awesome people at MSC and many more ( can't really rmber though)

And now, people are gathering at different places waiting for the countdown while I'm counting mine here. hahas.
The place don't matter, only with the people that it count right? I just hope we get to countdown together next year. I really hope it can be fulfill, after all, we are turning 21 right on the dot in 2011 right?

Well, bye 2009! It's been a great year.

HEY 2010! It's you! Grant me a great year then. With no obstacles and tons of wishes that will come true (:

New year resolution? Simple.

1) Good grades

2) Healthy & Happy

3) Grant me a ___ hahahs..

The wrong time, wrong date, another leisure

2009-12-30T00:15:00.007+08:00

Well, my first visit to the barrage wasn't really a pleasant one. The sun was scorching like hell, the place was packed with people and there was hardly any space/area for us to settle down. But in the end, it ended well because of the people you went with. So, it's still considered passable right? We shall plan another gathering there next time round. But, this time,the weather must be cloudy and windy, and and and ... we MUST fly KITE!

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I came across this on Facebook, someone posted the pictures that they went barrage just yesterday. hahas. (You know, I know who) Such a coincidence that we happened to choose a spot (or they happened to choose a spot) near them(near us).hahas. If only the timing was right, we would have caught each other.

From what I saw, those who went barrage seems like they were having a whale of a time. Okay, set, I've decided. We shall organise another one! ((:

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And I just discovered a new way to relieve stress, to make my night, to make me laugh! And that way is to view some pictures in facebook. It brings back memories, to the days we laughed together, gossiped this together. So much fun, yet we were so innocent. hahahs. I missed those days. I missed the time we were crazy about them. That was so much fun!

I'm so jealous over the word. That's my girl.

If only..

2009-12-27T15:41:00.002+08:00

These just appeared in my head last night before I went to bed.

If only I am a rich girl
If only I am taller
If only I can live forever
If only I could travel around the world
If only I could touch the clouds
If only I could fly
If only I can know what others are thinking
If only I could explore the universe
If only I can get closer to the moon
If only I could find him
If only I could be 18 forever
If only I am prettier
If only I have unlimited clothes,shoes,bags
If only I have tons of great buddies
If only I know everyone on earth
If only I can be some help to others
If only I am not selfish
If only I am generous
If only I am not jealous of you
If only I can live in the countryside
If only I am surrounded by tons of sunflowers
If only I could live the way I want it to be
If only I could be the person I hope to be
If only I am perfect
If only I can be happy forever
If only there's no exams
If only there are no bad guys in the world
If only the people are kind
If only there's world peace
If only there's no political issues
If only there's no hatred
If only everyone can be happy

If only, if only.... so many if only. Just how many "if only" I wished for to be true?

"The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle"

"You see things; and you say, "Why?" But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?"

Few days left

2009-12-26T22:57:00.003+08:00

Stayed at home these couple of days. The weather had been super cooling, making me slept even longer.

Well, headed down to WS's house a couple of days ago, gave her a little surprise of our sudden visit. Had a small gathering session before heading down to bugis to shop and collected my strudel. As usual, I spent money at the village. I hate you!

Something's wrong with my lappy, or my internet, or my server.Whatever it is, it's disrupting me from entering into facebook, disrupting my leisure time. I don't know what the heck the problem is? It's like I entered into FB, then i clicked on my profile, it brought me to a "window cannot be display page" Grrr.. just what's wrong with it! Maybe too many people are in that web page, causing it to "lag". Okay, lousy connection I have there then. :(

Events are coming up next week. Class gathering, clique gathering, MSC gathering, shopping trip etc. I even had in mind of going back to work for 3 days. But it looks like, I don't have the time to spare...

Anyway, just a few days left before 2010. So enjoy these last few days and let's hope 2010 will be a better year! ;D

Where's the feel?

2009-12-19T23:51:00.003+08:00

It's the christmas season yet I don't feel anything. Firstly, it's because I don't celebrate it. By not celebrating, these include not exchanging x'mas presents, not having a countdown party, not spending it with family and friends. Nothing new or big is going to happen.

I'm having mixed feelings right now. Disappointment.Anger.Confused.Wrong.Tired.

So when will we grow up? When will this ever stop?

I sometimes wonder, maybe I'm the one who's always left out in the midst of the crowd. You just don't notice.

"I've seen fire and I've seen rain, I've seen sunny days I thought would never end, I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend"

2009-12-17T22:34:00.003+08:00

It's the first handover day. A great applause to me for enduring the full shift. Another 3 more days to go. The new batch was so-so. Had a full blast today taking lame pictures, not to mention, chicken dance video too. hahas. That's what we do when we were bored.Super bored. Just had to create some entertainment to get rid of the boredom-ness.

Shall update more tmr then. I'm super tired now. Night!

One last thing, happy early b'day low woon siew! I hope I'm the first one to wish you here :D

A Quo-T and a half?

2009-12-14T22:36:00.002+08:00

“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.”

I came across this in the net. Question to leave you thinking, do you believe in this?

Well, just another day for me. Nothing much happened. Went out after sch with a portable ATM machine.

That should sum it all.

Am I sensitive or ...?someone sounded bored/irritated/tired of me?

It's over

2009-12-13T01:17:00.003+08:00

Yup, finally, all reports are in! The minute I submitted those reports, I felt like I just put down a heavy stone or something. I just don't know how to describe it, it's like feeling empty? hahas, maybe it's because I've been doing the same usual things for the past few days and from today on, there's nothing more to do. But which ever way, I just feel relieved it's over (:

Anyway, I missed going shopping! It's been ages (and I mean AGES) since I bought any clothing.So, I'm planning to shop like there's no tomorrow. :D Furthermore, the christmas/clearance sales is here!! Whoohoo~ Perfect timing. And since I'm in the morning shift next week(mon-wed), I can meet up with claire bear and shop. (:

Talking about that, it's also the handover week. :( Sad as it maybe, but there's no way to change it. The next batch won't be here till thursday I think. So I shall enjoy and have fun spending the last remaining days.

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”

A pile of work

2009-12-06T23:03:00.002+08:00

Knowledge test
Personal Selling Report
Market Reseach Analysis
Summary Report

These are due this week. Lucky for me, I've almost completed two. Two more to go. :(

Hate to count down

2009-11-27T18:12:00.004+08:00

Time flies. 2 more weeks and there marks the end of my fun journey.How sad can that be? I will then be moving on to classic (which I dread the most)!

I'll be working morning shift with Adeline next week! (: As told, PF Team has this weird rule, we get to change partner once every 3 weeks. I found this rather good as we can get to know each other better. But wait, it's MY turn for the morning meeting then.Argh! Hate it. On the brighter side, I can have all the afternoon for myself :D

Mom's going back to visit my grandmother this Sunday. This means that I will eating out the whole week. Most welcome for some company (:

Christmas coming, and this year, there are tons of things I wish to receive.But it just won't happened. Cos I don't celebrate it.

I still enjoyed working with the other group of OPs peeps.

Another Easy Day

2009-11-17T22:14:00.003+08:00

I'm so free now that I can come here and blog almost everyday.Hahas. Just finished doing my proposal for new products.Since there's still time to spare, thought I drop by here to update. I realised that the two new songs were updated even though I didn't make changes it in my template. Cool isn't it? I think I'm starting to like this band; "Tokio Hotel". I find a couple of their songs pleasing to my ears.hahas. Listen to Automatic, especially the "there's no real, loving you" ~ whoo~

I STILL WANNA WATCH JENNIFER'S BODY! :(

Had lunch with shiyun today at Pizza Hut. Nice time spending together. (: Shop around AMK Hub and then headed home. I realised I've been spending too much money on 'good food' lately. First, McDonalds, then KFC,Burger King,PastaMania next Yami Yogurt.Today, Pizza Hut. Whoo! Good way to get FAT arh! I've havn't been spending much on my body. I want to buy new clothes, new hair products, new accessories and many more. Just saving for the trip ((:

So, how should I spend my X'mas this year?

2012

2009-11-16T22:59:00.003+08:00

The earth has her temper. When she's angry, she stamp and kick the floor hard, earthquakes happen.When she scream, the volcano erupt. When she's sad, her tears will flood the whole land. And when she has calm down, we get to see the beautiful side of her.

Finally, I went to catch 2012 with jas today. Overall, it's a pretty good show.Of course, tears were shed when I saw how those people died, feeling so helpless and desperate.There's no way of escaping. All they can do is to watch death arrive upon them. It hurts when one can do nothing to save another. But, it's a very noble and respectful thing for the leader to stay behind with the people. The last thing the leader should do is abandon his people and flee. Without his people, who can he lead? Even if he was to survive, there's no one left for him to lead. And the worst part is that you have to be like Bill Gates in order to survive.!? When disasters strikes, everyone should be treated equally, there should be no status different, that's what I believe. Everyone is given a chance to fight for their lives.No one can decide for them. And true enough, after watching this show, it left you to think.

If in 2012, the world's going to end, I will not run away.Instead, I hope to spend the last few moments with my family and friends;bid goodbyes,tell them how much I love them, and stay together with them till the last moment.

2012, I hope it never happens.

Single soul

2009-11-14T15:25:00.003+08:00

I just had to make this post. Simply because I feel like writing it down before it dies off tomorrow. Thanks to certain individuals. Some made my day, likewise the opposite too.

To start off, thanks so much for the sweet cards, little surprises and wishes sent/done by you all.

I had a small celebration with ping,zhu & Qi. Many thanks girls for celebrating it with me! (:

And many thanks to shiyun & Jane for the sweet,shocking,embrassed surprise you girls planned.I was still thinking last night about receving flowers this year for a change.It turns out that my so called thinking came true.hahas. I was woken up by hearing consecutive knocking on my house door.Hence,I dragged myself out of bed, with messy hair and pyjamas on, I went to open the door to see the lady holding a bouquet of flowers & a white teddy in her hand. She kept apologising to me before she left. hahas;Cute lady. I guess she felt guilty from woking me up. By the way, she delivered it at 10.30am.So in normal cases, it was an appropriate time.In my case, the timing was so wrong. But nevertheless, thanks so much girls! (:

Been dying to catch several movies. Jennifer's Body, 2012, Paranormal Activity. Apparantly, most of my friends had watched 2012.So it's just down to the couple of us. Again. Never mind, I'm just used to that. It's time to get over this kind of "left alone" disease. So, after doing some research online and weighing my options, I've decided to catch 2012 first. Just when I've finally got a date with shiyun on monday to watch Paranormal Act, I've changed my mind last minute and msg her that I wanted to catch 2012 instead.However, right now, she's having a date with someone to watch 2012. So it's back to square 1. :(

Okay, here's a lil add on for today entry.Forgot to upload pics, how careless of me..

I feel like it's just any other day. I just don't know why. Maybe it's because, I'm missing something.

Busy busy bee~

2009-11-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

I just realised that I have not been blogging. So well, here I am to post sth.
Basically, this had been a hectic week for me. I had tons of things to do. Although,I'm enjoying everyday of TEP, there are still so many uncompleted projs piling higher and higher.

Of course, I didn't spend the past week easily.Commited some mistakes, and it turn out to ruin the following 2-3 days of my week.I just hope that the new week will be a better one.No more repeated mistake again! A good news; we finally ranked 2nd place in housekeeping.hahas.Our efforts did not go down the drain.(becos, we've been occupying the 6th position for the past 2 weeks) Ops, you have finally proven to have "good eyes". hahas.

And yet, the days just passed by.You guys didn't even bother to contact us to tell us you have no interest with working with us. And now, it's back to square one,back to where we begin. I wonder where should we head next to search? I didn't realise that it was this hard to clinch a deal.I thought they will be gladly to accept this offer since it's their once-in-a lifetime (or so I thought) to have their products sold in school. sigh.

Never mind about that, it's all part of the learning experience. I'm finally starting to get this, why people were saying, TEP will be a fun place. Because, you get to know these new peeps and they make your day in one way or another. hahas (: 5 more weeks till the end of my fun journey...

The start of the term

2009-10-21T23:53:00.003+08:00

Alright, I've been attached to "Pretty Face" for almost 3 days.And, I can say, I enjoyed it pretty much. Although it's somehow similar to working as a promoter, I still enjoyed or rather, preferred this kind of work in school than in the industry. Maybe it's because, I'm working within the school compound?Or is because I'm working together with all my friends;that we "rule "the shopping arcade?That's why everything sounds so cool.?! I'm not too sure either.

One thing for sure, I always ended up knocking off at 6pm and I felt damn,damn damn tired for rest of the night.

T.E.P

2009-10-14T21:50:00.006+08:00

First thing first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO!

So, I've started schooling this week.Yes,it's a week earlier than the rest due to the TEP I'm undergoing now. And yup, I got posted to Pretty Face/SASA outlet.

On the first day,I headed down to marina square for some SASA training.OVerall,the workshop was quite alright.At least I learnt something about basic make up and gain some selling pointers.The next two days, basically, just stayed in school for some in-store training.I learnt how to do sales memo etc and be familiarise with the machine(POS system).And we did stock take today.Hence, after spending the whole day on it,finally,it's time to pass over; from my senior to me.

Everyday to me = T.I.R.E.D
I don't know what happened,but this 3 days,I ended up feeling very dead and exhausted.None of my trip home did I never fall asleep. So yup, 2 more days to endure and this coming friday,we are then, offically the "true successor" over the store.

Okay, I just hope I'll get the hang of it fast and make NO mistake. Pretty miss brain, please absorb as much as you can and store it in ur memory folder.

P/S: Should I buy? Oh man! I just can't seem to make a decision!! ~.~

Confused

2009-10-07T22:08:00.003+08:00

I got a call from the school this morning, informing me that I need to report on 12 oct at 9am for training.Which means, I will start school one week earlier.Sigh.I was supposed to work till 13 oct,resting a couple of days before I resume back to lessons. However,it is not possible now.

I'm feeling excited,anticipated yet worried for my TEP training on monday. I wonder where will I be post to. I just hope everything will turn out well and I am able to settle in real quickly.

I'm still owing zhu,ping,qi for K-boxing session.

Music

2009-10-05T23:46:00.008+08:00

Well, today marks the end of my job as telemarketing at Angie's place. Though I didn't earn much,but I've gained some experience about condos which might be useful to me in future.hahas.(For I will be buying and investing some) :p

In my world,music definitely plays a part.I just can't imagine living in a world without any music. (: And I came across this song in *someone's blog*(you know who; -wink-) which I find it really nice. If you trusted "our" taste, you will love it. I just know you will.

I'm finally,yes,finally,on the last book of Harry Potter.
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So, when will it stop? What if, it really knocks me down?

Exhausted

2009-10-02T22:19:00.004+08:00

Well, I thought today will be my last day of work.But it turns out to be not.I will be working all the way till school reopens.So I went to see a doctor just now, to reassure myself. Turns out to be nose infections that cause it to bleed. What's more,with the hazy weather, it just make it worse. If not,I should be fully recovered by then. Well,at least now it ease my mind.Lots of water and tons of vitamin are required.Especially these days.So, people, drink a tub everyday and sleep early (: There's nothing more important than health. It's so sucky to get sick.

So after consuming the cough syrup,(which is an hour ago, didn't expect it to work so fast) my head's spinning right now. My eyelid are heavy and I yearn for my bed. I'm off to dreamland. night!

So when will I know my timetable?

New Discovery; Life's short-So true

2009-10-01T22:16:00.003+08:00

I've been sick for the past week.I thought I've gotten better.But I was wrong.It was the first time in my life I ever experience nose bleeding, and I actually had the thought that I might be bidding goodbye to this world. I went to see a chinese sinseh yesterday and they say I'm just too heaty.I know chinese medicine has a slower effect compared to western.I shall see how,if it happens again tomorrow morning,I will go and see a western doctor. (Which I hope not,cause there's always side effect when I take in western medicine) I told my mom, what if there's something inside my nose?Later I need to go for X-ray, then, follow by operations. -Shiver- I'm feeling scared just by the thought of it. The older we get, the more afraid we are to death.

I felt the tremor yesterday evening.And it turns out to be yet another earthquakes. This brought me to ponder whether the world really ends at 2012. With all the earthquakes,sand storm,tsunami not forgetting diseases. It will really wipe out human race in just a day.A day work of this is enough to bring the world to an end.If it happens,we won't even have any sign of warning, and that will be it. Scary isn't it?

Who knows in future,I might turn out to be a workaholic. And the next headline will be "Another workaholic works to death". I hope I can balance well.With loads of money, then I will be able to travel around the world.

I just hope it's alrght.Another 50 years to go on.

Just one,就这么简单

2009-09-27T23:20:00.004+08:00

When you say you have a big social circle, have you wonder, that within the social circle, just how many of them can you really called them a true friends? How many of them will be there when you need them?How many of them will you choose to dine,to shop,to sit down,to chit chat with and to have fun with everytime you wanted some company?

In my definition, I find that it's not the number that matters.

I remembered the chinese essay WS wrote 2 years back,she mentioned "朋友，一个就够了。" You just need one friend,to do everything with you.

To eat.To play. To have fun and To always be available for you. That is why,one is more than enough.

In life,you just need one friend,one lover,family,one job,one house,one car.These will be enough to make you feel fully love,fully contented.

这么简单的一种幸福，就能够让人满足。

我的暑假就快要画上句点了。回头去看，我的快乐也不过如此。不多的meetup,也是没办法的。尽力去尝试过了。时间不留人，一旦过去，就不能再回来。有心的话，也只能在下个暑假了。

What was it like?

2009-09-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

We can't plan life.All we do is to be available for it.

Lauryn Hill

I wouldn't say I am extremely busy with work or with any other events.Because,of all the events I had lay out before my holiday starts, i can only say 2 out of 5 of it came true. Not all the things gonna go the way I want it to be. I sometimes wonder, how it would be like to have a twin? To have someone having the same face,same interest,same character, almost everything the same as me,someone who really understand and hit it off with really well.

Although I don't have much interesting story to tell this holiday,I find it well-spent. I've been working and reading throughout my holiday. Look on the brighter side,I am spending less and I am gaining knowledge. (Though a pity I didn't attend any baking lesson)

So, which one should I choose? To work or to have fun? If fun, S or D ?

Nature take its course

2009-09-16T20:10:00.005+08:00

Well, I believe everyone has their own sexual needs. So do insects. Yes, I happened to witness a pair today.It happened in the noon when I was preparing for my break-lunch. I saw this big insect just outside my kitchen window. It's incredulously BIG alright.On a closer look. I found out that it was actually 2 houseflies.

Yes, they are in the mating process.hahas.What a good place to choose right?It just had to be outside my kitchen window, right under my supervision, allowing me to witness the whole thing.(I even tried to interrupt them.hahas. But they just won't budge.) So, houseflies prefer to mate in a cool weather, at a much higher place (where no one could disturb them), and outside someone's window. Interesting fact I had discovered today. (:

I had finally bought what I been looking for days at far east. The place has changed a lot.(since the last time I went, which was 6 mths ago?) It's definitely a place to go if you are looking for shoes. And that goes without saying, I spend a quarter of my salary :(

Well, I am having a small break before I resumed my work again on next monday. And if I am not wrong, that week is also my result released week.

I hope I didn't do badly -~~cross finger~~-

This or that?

2009-09-14T20:20:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHTHDAY ZHU TING TING HONEY! (:

Headed to AMK hub today.Qi was so shocked to see me at her counter.hahas.

The following statements is so true and it always applies to me.

每当你想要买一样东西的时候，比如：衣服或鞋子时，而你身上又带着很多钱时，往往都找不到你心意的。但是，当你身上一点钱都没有时，你要找的东西偏偏就出现在你眼前，不只这样，出现在你眼前的物品，都在打折扣，都很好看。这是，你又多出了很多选择，不知道该买那样好？

One of the sales lady told me this in the afternoon.Think about it.It's so accurate

Yes, I am now troubled over this silly issue.What's more,the price range for that M shoes is having 20% off ($22+). The bag, the uncle said he'll give me 15% off ($21+), and the T shoe, 20% off too. ($28++) Grr.. I'm so fickle-minded.

Did some thinking and I realised I am blinded by what I see in the present. I need to think of all those things you had done or given me in the past.It's much more to cover up for it.Time is the essence to settle things.I will just consider it as a not-my-kind-of-day trip. Luckily,I didn't lose much. I'll treat it as a lesson to learn wise then.

So, should I get the that M shoes? the bag? the other T shoes? or should I get all?

Character

2009-09-12T22:07:00.006+08:00

Each individual has their own different taste of seeing things. So lesson learnt: No point asking when you have to decide for yourself in the end. I'll bear that in mind.

See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil.

I am prepared.

The timing

2009-09-11T19:53:00.008+08:00

I just need to learn to become more independent and don't rely on others too much. I need to get use to being alone. I need to accept the fact that most things are to be or can be done alone. At times,it is good and wise to be left alone. Once I get used to it, everything around me might be better. And I might be able to see things more clearer. It's time to train up to transform into a new person.

I just found out that I don't have much time left to apply for the bursary.The closing date falls on 14 Sept 2009, 10am. This means that I have 2 days left to prepare all my documents.All can be done within a day, except, for one big issue, --> Letter from employer. This turns out to be the most problematic issue for me.Because, what I have on hand now, is a letter issued in july.And yet, the school requirement for that is one issued in Aug. That's not all, the big problem is, it's friday today and I don't have time to get an AUG letter by MONDAY. Great isn't it? It's karma for me, retribution for me for doing so many evil deeds.The email has been sent out on 4 sept and I've only check my mail till today. Super great. I pray it will get through. Just a month don't make much different, I hope so =x

Time is everything. And I guess,the time's not ripe yet to pay for things that doesn't belong to me.

2009-09-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

Finally, I'm on book five (Harry Potter :Oder of Phoenix), after spending past couple of months reading it. 3 more books to go then. I really have to take my hats off to the author who wrote that books.Each series contained more than 500 pages and with extraordinary ideas and plots to follow. I won't even last for 2 pages! Don't you think they are full of imagination and great? Thanks to them, we get to immerse ourselves in the different world created by them. (:

Started work for the past 2 days.So far so good.With not much events on hand,I shall buried myself with tons of work,shopping and reading to pass time.

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I don't know why,but my mind is blank now.I know what to post in the afternoon.But now,I'm stuck with what to continue on the next sentence. I shall stop here then.

I wondered,how's my grades ? I doubted I'll score well.

First in history

2009-08-28T01:28:00.002+08:00

Well, I had the first ever poly gathering. (The first two was pretty much a failure) Thankfully, it all went well,with the weather so cooling and breezy.I hope everyone enjoyed their day.At least, I enjoyed mine and I ate pretty much. A pity I didn't got to cycled much, but, I finally got a grip on how to cycle the "couple bike". A great accomplishment indeed! (: Quite ironic though, Jas and I are having the same event in the same place yet different day. I'm having my bbq today, yet hers is tomorrow. It will be even irony if she will be using the pit I used today.hahas.

However,not all ending ends with a happy ending. I just hope some good soul picked it up and returned it to you;birthday boy.
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And thus, a new day begin once again. So, what's my plan for today? As usual,I'm cooping myself up at home.

I'm so pump up for some big workout.I want to go swimming. It's been a year since I last entered the pool. So, work out your schedule and book me. I'm quite available; anytime,anyday.

And finally, I'm finally able to watch M18 :D -GRIN-

2009-08-25T20:22:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored to death. And it's only the 2nd day of the week. Basically, for the past few days, I had my book to keep me accompany. Sigh. I'm browsing around looking for either 1: Games 2:Drama to keep me entertained. The girls are still in the midst of studying. SIGH. I should really get out there to work. I don't think I will choose admin job this time, not with the short holiday I'm given. What other option do I have? --> Sales.

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It was raining the past few days. I just hope it won't fall on thursday. Otherwise, the fun will be ruin.

I just hope it will turn out to be what I expect.

Half my day, not my way

2009-08-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

Finally, my exams are over. Now's the time to party and shake the world!

I cannot say that my retail paper was hard.But, think about it again, the problem lies with me. I just happened to get franchisee and franchisor advantages mixed up. Way to go lewei! Way to go, full speed ahead.

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Headed down to ION Orchard today and what can I say;That's not my place to shop, but definitely a choice of food. I find ION design concept not that good.Why is that so? Because it's way too big and I got lost. Yet,the toilet there is pretty nice.With tons of mirror and you don't have to worry you wouldn't get one. It's like you've just landed yourself in a hotel kind of toilet. Didn't get a chance to go to Orchard Central due to the heavy rainfall.Quite a pity. But there's plenty more opportunites to come with the girls. (;

Looking forward to 5th Sep where all fond memories lies. But before that, please hurry up and kick your ass paper and it done with it once and for all. 你们这么舍得把善良又可怜的我一个人孤零零的抛在后头吧？

2009-08-19T18:41:00.002+08:00

Finally, most of my exams are cleared.I'm only left with one and only last paper this friday. I'm not keeping full of my promise. I've promised not to touch my lappy until end of exams, but no worries, I've still got a day reserved for it so, yup, should be no problem. (; Thanks to sy, I followed her method by pressing ctrl and F5 for 3 times to solve blogger problem, and it really works! hahas. Currently, enjoying the song she sent me just now, Down by jay sean.

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Looking back, I can only comment that I did average for my exams. Same as usual, I made stupid mistakes AGAIN and AGAIN. Sometimes I wonder, I might be a pig in my previous life. I felt so stupid at times. :(
I've tried my best and all I can say is I hope to reap what I sow.

My pages are filling with more colours soon. (:

2009-08-05T16:13:00.000+08:00

Okay, I seriously need to focus and focus and focus.I'm not trying hard enough.My grades are not improving.I'm not doing well for tests.I'm making stupid yet more stupid mistakes.My GPA's gonna drop.I just need to try harder for next week's paper. Bless me!

I'm not touching computer until my exams are over.

2009-07-27T22:10:00.000+08:00

Something's wrong with blogger;with all the missing headings.Oh well~

I'm counting down to my exams. 2 more weeks till my first paper arrives.[14 Aug] I just have to endure for this few weeks before I'm off to play. Quite a pity that, I'm the only one who get to enjoy first while my friends are still mugging. :( Meanwhile, let's mug hard yea.
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Been pretty free this couple of days.Out of a sudden,I felt like I had nothing to rush,nothing to chiong for.Feels weird though.
I'm quite looking forward to holidays;the things I will be able to do.The money that I'll be able to earn. I just need to top all these leisure and money back. Speaking of cash, I've already spent $300 in just less than a month on simply just on 2 items. Oh ya, I've changed my handphone.Number's unchanged. (:

I seriously need to cut/kill/burn/slash off all those fats of mine.I feel like I'm staring at a fat girl everytime I face the mirror.Please, fats,make your way out of my body!

To log off, I hope and pray that I will do well in the upcoming test and exams. Please, increase my GPA. I reallllyyyy need to hit a 3 badly..................

2009-07-06T22:33:00.003+08:00

First day at school. What to say? It's been a hard day for me. I was rushing from business school, to health science school and to IT school just to get my stupid excel report printed out. Everywhere I went, the area was packed, filled with tons of figures. And to add on, I was rushing for time. My finance report was to be submitted at 11am. And and, I have a law presentation at 1pm. So, I need an hr to rehearse. Time is ticking... tick tock tick...

Basically, I was panting here and there,looking anxious and frustrated. Thankfully, it's all over now and 2 huge stones just fell off my shoulders. What's left will be retail which is just a step to completion (If only you were quick) and marketing, which is still thousands of steps to count. But, I just know, somehow, I will be able to finish on time. (: It's just a matter of TIME...

Oh ya, what a lucky batch we are! We are the first to get the TEP jacket.Consider ourselves lucky.lol. What's more, it's free. hahas.

And and and, I found 2 pens in class today.hahas. Thanks to zhu, I'm a greedy person in everyone eyes now. =( [Okay, this is so random.. My wire just went bonkers.. O.o]

I simply love free goodies.. :D

2009-06-29T17:51:00.006+08:00

Even though I've got an extended one more week of break, I'm not enjoying any bits of it. Why? You might ask.

I woke up happily today, thinking of it as another holiday for me. Then, I went in to check on my school mail. I froze down there for a minute. My inbox was flood with mails send by my lecturers and tutors. What a surprise they gave me! My inbox was full of instruction on self learning, read through lec blah blah blah, submit tut ans, email grp ans by wednesday, self reading on lec blah blah and mail her the ans for that lec and so on. I had an instant shock when I realised that, I'm supposed to stay active online, reading the mail and completing the tasks each at a time. Great, what a nice extended break I have.

And I just realise, with tons of flooding here and there; here's the list I need to get rid by this week , even my elective have to step in.. =.=

Retail Lec 8
Finance Lec 5
Marketing Lec 8
EFMA Lec 9
ICT - Tut D
Jap - Tut

And I still left 3 things undone:

Marketing projs
EFMA tut 7
Finance tut 4b

I need to spend the whole night with this. sigh.

This isn't the fun I'm looking for.

Transformers: Revenge of the fallen

2009-06-24T21:39:00.006+08:00

Yes! I'm super high. Wonder why? Here's why....

Set out early at noon to AMK hub to catch this great movie "Transformers: Revenge of the fallen". One word to describe this movie. FABULOUS,WONDERFUL,TERRIFIC,AWESOME,MARVELLOUS,
SUPERB. Okay, no words to describe this movie. It's simply great. You guys should really watch it. It's really a great hit.And now, I fully understand why this movie top it in 2007. I guess, it will top it once more. The graphic's great, the fighting scene awesome, the funny part was humourous, the autobots were sweet, the girls are HOT. What more can I say? Move on to movie 3!

The Q was pretty long. Luckily we booked online, otherwise,I'll miss it. (: Yes, I'm so in love with bee now, not to mention, Optimus and the twins too (: They were really cool .... and funny :D And megan fox, oh my, she's really, and i mean REALLY HOT and PRETTY. Even girl like me fall for her, no need to mention about guys. They will have nose bleed.hahas.

Aren't he cute? ;D

He's the cool leader.

Transformers: Revenge on the fallen 5/5 popcorns!

2009-06-18T23:56:00.003+08:00

I spent a fruitful day today.

Early in the morning, I went back to school for biz law meet up.And we took 3 hours to complete the project.Whoohoo! What a great accomplishment yea? Then headed out in the evening to catch "Drag me to hell" this funny yet scary movie. I find this show rather gross because of the old lady. And from this movie, I learnt that we have to be more respectful to elderly. Who knows, you might be the next victim to be curse. hahas. I rated this movie 3/5. I got scared by quite a number of times. Maybe is because, I havn't been watching any horror movies for 3 years? hahas. I need to train my guts.

And oh, you know before we enter into the cinema, there's always 2 person there to check the tickets before letting you in. hahas. What a fortune for us! Because one of them is really cute. hahas. I know i know.Sy's smiling now when she's reading this. PS is definitely a place to go if you want to watch movie yea? hahas. Provide, that cute guy is there.

What a nice way to end my night.

I still find him cute! ;D

Okay, I'm drooling. Time to end this.

2009-06-17T20:01:00.003+08:00

Term breaks are finally here! And jas has flew to taiwan 2 days ago.What great life she's enjoying huh, in her term break while her friend here, is glue down in Singapore, in an area named NYP because of her project assignments. Well, I hope she bring back some sweet goodies for us ((;

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Headed down to school today for marketing & finance meet up. Basically, we haven't get started.Just simple assigning of tasks to do. But I hope to get my part done by this week so that I can spend the rest of my time on playing and revising my work. (I feel that I'm so lagged behind..)

Okay, just a brief sum up of what I did a couple of days ago. Girls meet up at TopOne for a high singing sessions last friday. (Details found in FB) And on monday, went to do some observations on Ikea as a group for retail. Then some shopping with gladys at Tampines 1. Bought J-Co doughnuts home for breakfast. :D

I will be going school tmr for biz law projs. I hope it will be fun. (:

Transformer 2 movie next wed. (:

That's it for now.

I still havn't get to enjoy GSS :(

2009-06-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

我终于看了那部电影！有好多芭蕾的舞蹈，也带了一点的街舞舞蹈。看了都让我迷上了想学跳舞。有几个部分让我感动，让我觉得当想做自己想要做的事时，却有不如意的事发生，一度的想要放弃。这部电影也教了我对自己所喜欢的兴趣也不能放弃。

Before I went to sleep last night, this phrase appeared.“台山一分钟，台下十年功" How true is that? This phrase actually revolves around us everyday. I got to admit, we put in tons of effort just for that single day. Be it Os or exams. Same goes for dancing, sports, etc. It's so not fair. I want to put in one min for that, and one min on stage. Can I make it? Yes I can! That is, if I'm not human. LOL.

2009-06-05T23:20:00.003+08:00

I'm back after one week of away-from-lappy. Tests are over now. What's left will be projects. There's one proj due next week and 4 projs due when term break starts;which means that my 2 week breaks will be dedicated to my "beloved" projs. (: And oh, I'm having Jap oral test this coming thurs.Wish me best best of luck okay? I'm so looking forward to it yet afraid I screw it up.hahas. "Watashi wa Ganbatte!" 'わたしはがんばって'

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I'm feeling hesitated over sereval issues. Issues that makes me scratch my head and ponder when will it be appropriate? It's so common to do this things nowadays. I'm holding back.Something is pulling me back. Fear?Worries? I don't know. I'm not sociable to begin with afterall. And I got to admit, online blogging indeed took away your privacy. I'm restricted blogging things I worried about, things I concern, things I hate etc. Blogging can be both positive and yet negative at the same time.

I'm alright. I will walk at my own pace.I will take my own time.I will wait. Even if it takes me a longer route to get there, a big big detour to reach there, I will still get there eventually right? It's just a matter of time. (:

障碍！

2009-05-25T21:39:00.003+08:00

I want to watch movies, go shopping, have a feast etc. Tons of things to do yet tests and projs are hindering me. They are blocking my access of entertainment. :(

2009-05-22T17:45:00.004+08:00

I went back for retail make up lesson which only lasted for an hour and 15 mins or so. I regretted paying $1.31 going back to attend.Attendance was mark by class rep.And not many people from our class attended,but still, attendance was taken. Not to mention, a last min cancellation of projs meet up. I regretted bring my lappy for nothing. Today's just not my. Everything turns out not my way. Wanted to meet someone for lunch, but couldn't get through any. I just hate it,going back on friday when I don't even have any schedule on friday. And there's 2 more of that next week and the following due to EFMA make up and retail test. Grr.. Today is not my today.

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This movie has caught my attention a few days ago and I really want to catch it. It's called "Dance, Subaru".

It's about a ballerina's dream.And I found comments saying it is a really touching movie and people cry after watching the show for just 10 mins. It's air in Hongkong and some countries. For Sing ,it will be up next thurs on the 28th May. No harm watching this movie about pursuing dream. (:

Anyone interested? Friday will be good for watching :D

2009-05-17T20:35:00.004+08:00

Tests are on their way, projects never ending. IT modules never stopping. Been having 2 weeks of quiz and this coming thurs, I'm having access test. Great. Access and excel aren't my best. I just hope that what I've learnt last year is still somewhere in my brain.Please, just let me pass this test,this module and get over with it.

GSS has begun, and I'm missing out the fun. :( I want to go shopping and explore new shopping malls. Studying retail is quite fun because I got to know retails which I never heard before,not to mention, shopping malls. hahas. What a ignorance Singaporean I am! So people, must bring/introduce me some places/food/entertainment etc to widen my horizon. (:

Okay,I find it so random.Just nothing to blog about. Poly life is still the same as usual.Not exciting,not boring, just.... neutral. Maybe I'm the one having the problem, or the problem simply just lies in me. Ohhhhh well ~

2009-05-06T23:25:00.001+08:00

It's gonna get real busy soon. Wish me luck for tomorrow's ICT Application quiz which take up 10% of the module. (:

Worries

2009-05-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

School as usual.

Don't know why.But I'm starting to feel worried for a couple of things.First of all,the swine flu(H1N1). The matter's getting pretty worse now and my school has started this everyday temperature taking session.Access is not that easy anymore.Wherever we go,we'll have to tap our admin card in order to get in.Same goes for our canteen. I must say,it's a little bit troublesome though,but I understand their intention.

Secondly,I'm pretty worried for this sem.With the same 6-7 modules on hand,I don't know why it's been hard to cope.Business finance, Acc-ing,business law are the major worries now.I just hope I'll pull through this sem safely with an improved GPA.

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Well, my stupid crazy sister yelling at me for playing with her phone. She's barking and screaming at every little things that pissed her off.The reason for that? What else? Her school work.She's just finished with her work and she's complaining saying "I'm tired,don't bother me"since afternoon. Grr... Her attitude, seriously,need some "tuning".Of course,with my temper,she didn't get away with a smile but a scolding from me (: I'm lecturing her and I feel great.HAHAS. =p Okay, I always tell her to bang the wall if she's feeling so pissed up. Enough of her, she's spoiling my night. I'm giving out little sister.
Anyone wants? Feel free to contact. ((:

2009-05-01T22:14:00.003+08:00

A make up entry for yesterday.
First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIPING.Finally 18. (: Did a small celebration for her. Here's the fun.

Birthday girl.Blackforest Cake(:The foursome. :D

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Had my first japanese lesson. It was super fun and interesting.And I'm so glad I get in this elective and I'm not regretting any bits. The tough part will be the memorising of the Hiragana.But I'm sure I'll be able to pull through. ((: Come to think of it, out of all those modules that I took, only Jap's the only one to entertain and keep me going.I'm enjoying compared to other modules.And time seems to pass so fast.I just can't get enough.lol. Alright, they should make learning that fun. Who will complain if learning was that interesting? I don't mind if there's such thing as magic, wizards or witches in this world.I'll be so willing to memorise the whole book of spells and casting. hahas. I know. It's so fantasy. But I need to be creative remember? I'm a marketing student. (:

Look at the time now, and I know I've missed half an hour of "ghost whisperer".darn. Off to it now, and back to tutorials............. maybe later? ................................ latest that is = tomorrow.

2009-04-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

Well,I must say, the past 2 days of schooling were pretty much relaxing and slacking.the real things began today! And yes, tomorrow too. Had my business finance lecture today, and woohh, all figures. Too much figures and calculation. Come to think of it, I'm thankful that I'm not in the finance group.Neither do I don't really like words, I'm just not the type of person to memorise. But I finally understand why so many people say finance is not an easy subject.Even my lecturer agreed.She said "a lot of people couldn't pass this module compare to financial mangament accounting." But yet, I wonder why a marketing student has to study the same things as an accounting student? One word, Sigh!

National Education(NE) was pretty straight-forward.It's either a pass or a fail.Hence, we decided to do a project based on some cultural in Singapore. Venue? The Peranakan museum. So our strategy is to get over with it asap.

Jap lesson tomorrow.I hope it will be fun.

Year 2 is so much more tedious.

The day.

2009-04-26T18:32:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow's the day.
The day I head back for school. How "great" is that? So I'm enjoying the last few hours of holiday. I'll miss my sleeping hours.A lot. And it's gonna be a LONG, DREADFUL day ahead.I have 3 hours of break from 10am to 1pm. To make it worse, I'm having tutorials tomorrow at 8am! So, the lesson should end in an hour. After that, a don't-know-what-to-do-break till my next tutorial. T.T

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Out to marina with qi,ping,ting & her 1.7. hahas.Just shopped around and a compensate for not meeting up during the holidays.(Though we are meeting tomorrow) And I just found out that I'm not having the same jap lesson as chooi chi.She's having hers on tues, while I'm on thurs. :(

Oh well, a new semester, a new start.

2009-04-24T00:09:00.003+08:00

Congratulation to our Geylang Methodist School(Secondary) for attaining a silver award this SYF. A big round of applause to our choir for doing great.I felt relieved that we finally moved one level up.

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I went down to VCH today to show my support for choir.Heard various school perform, and I missed those days.The days I wore my lovely gown, the days I performed at the stage, the days we sang those songs, our training. Come to think of it, I had lots of great time in seconday days.So treasure it juniors, you will miss those fun once you graduate.

After hearing the result, the 3(the 2 xiu & me) of us headed down to starbucks for some chit-chatting,gossiping session.hahas. Time passed so fast. We spent couple of hours there chatting until nature calls. Homed after that.

Time always seems so fast when I'm with you girls. (:

2009-04-20T17:25:00.004+08:00

Done with my korea drama,"boys over flowers".And I realised channel U going to air it soon. =.= Oh well, now I'm hunting for the next drama. One more week till school starts and I should have ample of time to finish what I have on hand. (:

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Went to check out Tampines 1 with mom just now.As usual,it's just another shopping mall, nothing catch my eyes today.So went home empty-handed.Not exactly empty handed though, we did some groceries shopping. And I finally managed to buy the japanese curry.hahas.I can't wait to taste it!

2009-04-18T21:37:00.003+08:00

Class gathering at Jack's place yesterday.It's such a pity a number of them couldn't turn up.But I was quite shocked to see our long lost classmates, fanil and yongyuan.It's good to have them around. Afterall, once a class,always a class.Overall, it turns out to be pretty fun and enjoyable.

Headed for pool-ed session at marina square next. I was taken back by how well zhong han's gang could played. Don't play play with them, they study hard and play hard too.hahas. Make me sweat and stressed up during the pairing match with them.I'm such a poor player.But thanks to fanil, I picked up some pooling skills. Pool is so fun! (: Though, it's only the second time I've played. Jan had hidden skill too.hahas.

Lastly, thanks wan yee, for staying behind.

After pooling, headed to Mac to chill.Had a bickering session with fanil.I didn't know you guys enjoyed the "debating" session.hahas.And I didn't know, I had that side of me too.Not to mention, that fanil can joke well, didn't noticed that in the past.hahas. One word to sum up, AWESOME! Thanks so much for the planning. It's not easy to plan and organise something, not a gathering to meet everyone schedule. 辛苦了。谢谢! -bow-

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I feel so apologetic towards my poly mates. I couldn't make it or join in any events that they plan. Sometimes I wonder, maybe the fault lies in me that I didn't enjoy poly life. It just doesn't turn out to be what I've picture or had in mind. -sigh- I hope things will just get better next sem. I hope to mingle around with more new friends and I'll be able to 'click' with them.

Haji Lane

2009-04-16T21:30:00.004+08:00

Haji Lane. An interesting place.There's quite a number of unique boutique,each with different style,layouts and design. It's my first time there and I felt that it's an eye opener for me. There's so many places in this world, each with different suprises to offer.What a wonderful world earth is!

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Reached home at 7 plus.Ate dinner and watched the 8pm variety show in channel U. I liked that show.Because it brings me closer to the places which I didn't heard before, or been there before. If I were offered a chance to go there, I won't hesitate. For today, it brings me closer to this place, Mauritius. The place has beautiful beaches,clear water,to add on, they provide submarine to go underwater.Plus,there's great accomodation with 'fengshui' as theme.Not to mention, it's known for a paradise where many couples would want to hold their wedding there. After seeing that, I want to hold my wedding in that beautiful place too!

2009-04-13T00:36:00.002+08:00

I was browsing through the photos melissa upload just a few minutes ago in facebook and found out that I don't look good in those photos.I look way too pale, more like a sick person :( I love taking pictures as a part of the memories I can keep yet I hate taking pictures on the other hand because I don't look nice in picutres. I envy those who look photogenic in photos and in person.

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Here's the plan for the week;

Mon: home
Tues:home
Wed:home
Thurs: girls outing
Fri:class gathering
Sat:poly gathering

So 3 days cooping up at home. Well, I don't really mind though.Since I'm currently on with this korea version of Hana Yori Dango. I've watched the taiwan version,japan version and now the korea version.Same old story plots but with different actors acting it out.hahas.

Off to drama then..

2009-04-10T23:12:00.002+08:00

Alright, it's been confirm that I'll start school on 27th April. So there's 2 more weeks of holiday, plus rest day, plus playing, plus more shopping and entertainment with friends. I need plans to make this last 2 weeks more fulfilling. Girls, sentosa outing is still on am I right?

2009-04-10T00:03:00.004+08:00

Last day of work yet I'm having mixed feeling.
Feeling happy, because I can have more time for myself,entertainment and friends. Feeling sad, because I'm low in income.Feeling nostalgic because that's the first time I worked in an office type of environment, not to mention, with the friendly people there and the bonds I built up with my colleagues.

I must say, last day of work went by pretty fast. I met 2 new people on my last day. Had McDonald's ice cream treated by Johnny, our supervisor. Had free ‘清汤’treated by one colleague. Received couple of farewell gifts from a few colleagues too.To add on, I even received testimonial. Lastly, had dinner with our bosses.In addition, I got to know a little about their story and what they went through to become successful. Overall, I learnt a whole lot of things today. How I wished everyday is my last day of work! hahas.So I can gain more treats and more valuable lesson (: But good things always happened towards the end.

Conclusion at the end of the day: It's nice knowing that there are still some polite and courteous people out there who will answer your calls nicely :)

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I learnt something which is quite true too. Like and like will attracts. People who have the same or similar traits as you will tend to belong in the same group.Come to think of it, it's so true, don't you think?

2009-04-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

Download new MSN version. I'm still not used to the style and the format. =( Timetable's out, got hold of the information, thanks to chooi chi. Is it a good timetable next sem? I wonder. I only need to head back to school 4 days a week.So basically, it's off on friday.But wait, I wouldn't rejoice now as who knows? Friday might be the day for projs meet-up. :( Well, we'll see about that then.

And yes, guess what?

I GOT IN JAP ELECTIVE!!

Whoohoo~ Super duper happy to know that I'm in.Yippy! Alright, I'm so tired now.Time to hibernate. 2 more days till work end.

2009-03-31T20:22:00.002+08:00

Why do people have to fall sick in the first place? If there's no such thing as falling ill,people will enjoy and live so much better.

I'm getting much better.Thanks people for the concern. These 5 days of sickness has indeed tortured me to death.I'm banned from eating all the delicious food on earth,instead, plain porridge has become the substutite for it :(

Got a sudden craving for long john french fries, McNuggets. I will have to say bid goodbye to them for a while before I can offically enjoy eating them again.

Well, I hope my body will be fine tonight to substain me for another one week till next thurs.

I pray to be strong and well for the next few days..

2009-03-29T17:00:00.003+08:00

I'm still feeling sick. Fever hasn't subsided yet.It came on and off. I wonder if I'm able to hang in there for work tmr. It's just a week left.Let me work for that last week.

I need to get better. -sniff sniff-

2009-03-28T16:54:00.002+08:00

There are 3 types of frankness. The first one is to let out one's thought, in a good way. The second one is to confess out all that weighs in your heart, be it positive or negative. The last one will be one that was meant to hurt others in the beginning.

I'm feeling so sick now. I don't know what to do. Take away my sickness please. :(

2009-03-22T19:06:00.004+08:00

昨天傍晚，无意间看见了两个彩虹。景色十分的美观，漂亮。我在这个三月分里，看见了无数的彩虹，是平时所不容易看到的。难道今年会是个意想不到，带给人惊喜的年吗？

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I've been working for a week and up to this point of time,everything is going on smoothly.As usual,I always yearn for weekends.Why? Because it's a 2 break day for me and I can sleep for as long as I like ((: Watched dragonball evloution online yesterday,and the movie was so-so.Not a very good one if I must say.The plot was similar and it was going pretty fast.

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Oh,not to mention, I got hooked up by the taiwan show toGETher "爱就宅一起". I think mainly is because of the main actor Jiro.I must say, he got a hot body. All girls like hunks with good body. xD hahas.And I'm pretty particular in that.lol. Okay, I'm going crazy because of guy's HOT body.Save me ppl! I need some ice water...

Lady of luck,Man of wisdom please be with me on tuesday.Thank you.

2009-03-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

Work was as usual.The only difference part was encountering some troublesome yet RUDE customers.It really spoils my mood.Not to mention, makes me feel so hurt because I did nothing wrong,makes you feel so little,so unimportant in this world. Grow up adults! Everyone's busy and trying to earn a living here. So pls understand rude ppl. (: But overall, time passes pretty quickly and I did encounter some sweet and nice customers whom I really really enjoy speaking to. So there's bad and good points of this job, More of the good side, to think positively.

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Yes, I received my result yesterday morning.Got hold of my grades by SMS.And yes,the good part was I improved. Mostly on the B range, and only a C+ on my econs which leds me to think of what my econs tut did to my projs. I could have get a perfect B grade for all if she never penalised my proj. Thanks so much Mrs.Ho! But still, a little disappointment as I didn't get any As.But nvm, I'll work on my goals and continue to improve next sem to a much better grade! That's a guaranteed! Now, my only concern will be .......

Did I get into jap elective?? Oh dear..

2009-03-16T22:16:00.002+08:00

Gain easy money again today.By right, I should start calling today,but due to the list not yet completed,it got push off to tmr.Well, so I'm offically calling tmr then. (: A new girl came in today.What a coincidence,She's NYP graduate waiting for uni.Her contract ends at may though,a month later than mine.

And tmr, I'll be getting back my result.Yes,I'm worried yet afraid.Wonder how I did.I hope I improve.

Wish me double luck then.For both my work and my result! cheers.

2009-03-14T22:02:00.004+08:00

I earned 21 bucks in 3 hours simply by sitting there and doing nothing!Hahas.Easy job? Yes,on the contactrary,I gain long boring of 3 hours.

Had my trial call yesterday after lunch break.Thankfully, my boredom was killed yet, at the same time, I started to panic too. I called my colleagues for practice and the feedback I got was "some says I fare okay" "some says I spoke too fast" and "some even asked questions that stunned me". After a few rounds of rehearsal,I made my very first call to my very first customer.As expected,my voice was shaking and I sounded very nervous through the phone. Luckily, the first customer was an easy-going type who didn't asked any questions, which made my call ended pretty quickly and safely too. -Phew-

Then after several tries,it got better.Until a point where a mistake happened.

I continued the conversation without asking her for verification, which was a big mistake. If I'm speaking to the wrong customer that moment,the information had leaked out through my mouth! Haix.So this happened, and I hope I won't repeat the same mistakes on monday. Because on monday, I'll out of training and be given a list of clients' name to call. So any mistake I make may lead to complains from the customer service. I hope I can get the hang of it in no time and make no mistake while attending to them.

But overall, I still prefer the environment.Working in the office is truly a better place for me.With so much freedom and little supervision. =) I'm starting to get used to the place.hahas.And I'll even bring a mug on monday like what normally office people will do.It's like going to the pantry = going to my home kitchen.

Well, smooth work on monday and get the hang of it real quick.Not to mention,able to clear my 138 target a day!

2009-03-12T21:47:00.005+08:00

So far with what I know, office work style is so much different than sales and F&B line. Much more flexibility was practice compared to the two industry.And I find the working environment rather pleasant. Everyone is treated with respected and I feel that there's no barriers between the supervisor and the staff, for today maybe? And we get to go lunch together as a group which is so much better than having it alone right?

Well, I wasn't able to gasp much information about the job yet.Because I still had not make any calls yet.Basically,it's just training; memorising the script, knowing the correct details to provide to the customers, answering their questions etc. I'll get to call out on monday? Can say that it's easy money today, just sitting down staring at the computer and listening to how the rest of the colleague handle the customers. For sure,training is still on tmr. I hope I don't make any mistakes serious enough to let the customers to call in for complain... I pray everything will go smoothly for the next 3 weeks.

Update again tmr then! Off to practice the script.

Give me strength and courage to take the first step.

2009-03-11T21:22:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's the day! Wish me best of luck people.I hope I am able to adapt quick enough (:

2009-03-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

Well, to update then. Yes,finally, that person called.So I'll be heading down to raffles place tmr for the signing of contract.I hope I'm able to pull this job off easily and without any stressss-ness.. The job that I found is telemarketing.I heard various comments about how tough it is,how stress it will be to hit the target per day, how rude people can be etc. So I'm going to experience it and update on how I feel about it then (:

Yes,upon hearing that I'm selected, I felt joy,sadness.Happy because I'm able to earn some income this holiday. Sad because Jas aren't in this with me.(If not,it will be fun) :(

I hope it will be a pleasant one with fun experience. (:

2009-03-08T22:15:00.004+08:00

J-O-B-L-E-S-S. jobless jobless jobless. It's been nearly days and that person hasn't call.Haix. I must admit, I'm getting picky each day about the job requirement. Able to work for 5 days a week, exclude weekends, reasonable pay, possible 8 hrs per days. It's hard to find a job, especially a temporary one which will satisfied the criteria. Well, hope for the best then. Now browsing throught recruitexpress website. Most of the job requirement are either A lvl students or in the west area. Haix, what a great place/requirement to provide...

2009-03-02T00:45:00.002+08:00

A sweet song indeed! I got addicted when my sis first introduced this to me. Beautiful lyrics,soothing melody. I just can't imagine a world without music. I'll go crazy.

2009-02-25T14:47:00.002+08:00

Since it's holiday, I plan to take this opportunity to learn baking! hehe. Anyone interested in joining me? I'm currently looking for baking centre that offers teaching lesson. I know, you guys must be wondering 什么风把我吹到baking lesson? It all started because of my 嘴。Been bugging my mother to find out how to bake cheese cake, yet she doesn't seem to have any interest in it. If that the case, I might as well do it myself. I want to learn to bake varieties of cakes & cookies to satisfy my stomach. In addition to gain a skill in baking. Who knows? I might open a cake shop in future.hahas.

Putting that aside, I feel like going on a genting trip with friends. It's been years since I last went...

2009-02-23T17:34:00.002+08:00

I'm back!

And now's the time to party and celebrate for holiday~ whoo~ Had my last paper (Acc for assets) just now and I must say, the paper was alright......in the beginning, but the last question was a killer.What's more, it's 30marks! Well, I hope I'm able to pull this off with a better grade than last sem. Take a break from school and think about how I should enjoy my holiday? Hmm...

Firstly,to start off with cash.I need to find a job now and I'm hoping for admin job. (Hope to save enough for graduation trip) Lobang anyone? Then, will be outing with the girls to sentosa to play ball games. Wee~ And to meet up for lunch or dinner or something to catch up. Then k-boxing with zhu,ping,qi. That's for now i guess.

2009-02-21T16:23:00.000+08:00

Last paper and I'm off to enjoy! (:

2009-01-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

Well, second day of CNY. What a day to being with. Was doing my sharepoint design in the morning ard 1plus and all of a sudden, my com, my light, my air-con went off. Living me alone in the darkness. Scared me like hell. Quickly went to parents' bedroom to tell them. They were so soundly asleep that they didn't even know. After checking the main switch, dad realised it's not our problem. But the whole block pro. (half a block to be exact). Waited for 20 mins before everything went back to normal. Thankfully, I saved my projs everytime I finish editing, if not, im so dead.

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Back to school tmr, I must admit, this year CNY is the FASTEST and EASIEST and BORING and DULL year I ever had. Not much days of celebration and I had to even do my tut in between. In addition, there wasn't much mood like in the sec days, where there's always celebration in sch. The mood's totally different. What a great way to spend it. -sigh-

2009-01-21T21:58:00.004+08:00

This week has been a really hectic week for me. With projs coming here and there. Finally, it's all gonna settle down soon. I really hope it ends now. With that, my exams will begin soon. Exam period from16 feb - 23 feb. And it's holiday all the way to 27 APRIL! Whoohoo~ And I'm finally a year 2 stud. Wil be having our TEP (Teaching Enterprise Projs) on sem 2. SY will starts hers on next sem. Well, good luckkk.... (: And I got an A for stats projs. hehe ((: happy and contented. Hope the same goes for POM, oral comm, HTML and econs -(might not be able to obtain,at least B would be good mrs ho!! but things don't seem to go well for now.....)

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Down with sore throat. I'm feeling angry because I'm not able to enjoy the new year goodies which are just RIGHT IN FRONT of my eyes. I pray and hope to get better soon. This is not the time to fall sick! Not with 2 more projs on hand,the new year jus days away and the exams just around the corner.......

Meanwhile, hang in there ppl.
And wish me best of luck of basic driving theory coming next fri.

I WILL AND CONFIRM WILL CLEAR THIS LEVEL 1 STAGE!

2009-01-17T00:54:00.004+08:00

If I have the ability to finish all on my own, I'll do it. However, certain things are out of my capability and I need to rely on people. It sucks! I don't really like to rely on people. Why? Because I won't have to see the attitude they give or the expression they wear on their face. Well, it can't be helped can it? People are born to rely on others. No great things can be achieve without any help.
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Finally, POM's projs off my shoulders. Left with the presentation next week and 2 projs; -Sharepoint & Oral effective. I'm going to mug for this sem to attain a good GPA because I have GOALS now to acheive something. Something which I wanted very long and is within my reach if I work hard and reach my hand to grasp it.

Wish me luck then.....

2009-01-14T15:53:00.003+08:00

Did well for oral comm ICA 2. (= I'm quite satisifed and teacher say I've improve. hehe. At least i know it, cos ICA 2 is sooo much better than ICA1 when i did my research. Well, there's still some moderation going, so I hope I won't fall to a B.
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Saw a bunch of lil ang moh kids in the bus with 4 adults accompany them. Took a peek on the piece of paper they were holding and they seem to be having 'little amazing race'. hahas. Cute. And also, saw some 'potential' cute boys who might really grow up to be a dashing person.

Back to AFA and projs.

2009-01-13T21:25:00.002+08:00

What a close call today! Was heading home in the bus when a St.Andrew JC guy sat beside me. He was sleeping halfway through and kept leaning toward me. My gosh. I kept moving nearer and nearer toward the window till I was trapped. I had to endure several bus stops before he aligned. Had a urge to just push his head away. But I didn't. But I will if he REALLY land on my shoulders.

I wouldn't mind if he's a cute guy, better still, a dashing 'ang moh'. That, for all I care, pls, lean and sleep on my shoulders. (:
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Right, back to now.

Didn't want to online today because I'm super tired. Been real tired these few days. (I think is the 4 days of break symptom, plus the REALLLY SUPEEERR COOLING WEATHER these fews days). I always nap when journey-ing home. And now, a lil pissed off over my projs. Wanted to settle it once and for all NOW/TODAY but couldn't due to reasons. Haix, and thurs night I'll be rushing since I wont online tmr as I'll be facing AFA notes.

Great time rushing projs. AHHHHHHHHH~ I'm STRESS!

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